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Thursday, October 30, 2008

oh, hello there, it has been another long time since i decided to come down and put down some of my recent thoughts.

person no.1
let me try to recount, it has been about 4 years since i've known you? though i have never actually met you before, but we are closer than the person who introduced me to you. lol, ironically to that extent, that you arent even in contact with her anymore, sadly. but this is not the point i am talking about.
listening to you is very very interesting. i would love to see you soon. but i doubt i would, or maybe i would, when i do have the guts to, since... and to return something that belongs to you. but back then i wouldnt even bother to feel anything towards you.
guess people's character change as we gets older. the first description i heard of you is that you are damn cute. what you told me makes you up as ..., and you know it pretty well yourself. which back then i thought, whatever. hmm, but in some pictures you look ordinary, yet in others, you look extraordinaire. you sound very intellectual and you are in fact. artistically inclined yet not the slinky arty type. sporty enough, but not a sports jock.
tonight, you look just charming. as how you sound like, most of the time.

person no2.
another unknown.
but how can i reject him over and over again for just going out, this makes me a bad person. lol, no, i am not being biased. never seen how he looked like except tonight, i heard his voice.
sounded just as what he would normally say, and how i think he would have acted like.
-.-

person no3.
ah, i see, you are off to taiwan for some training.
sorry for being such an unworthy friend, always giving you late replies that you are asleep by then.
lol, maybe hopefully you would be as good as how i imagine you should be are 3 years ago when i will keep my promise about after a levels, the cliche thing i always tell you.

lol, suddenly thought of it, this 3 people that i am thinking of right now. but the first, especially.
why, why do i have this suddent longing again.
just like the mind trick you have shown me.
the inevitable attraction forces.

hahas, i will try it on some people the next time round.